to fly.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

I missed it.

1st Feb - 28th Feb.
oh wells.

There's always other choices, I guess it's fated. (the most common excuse people give whenever things goes wrong)
Man, I really had a feeling that it's closing in end of feb, but I just didnt want to check it. ahs, ~~deja-vu~~ vu-deja I guess.

I should really stop thinking this way, it'll soon ruin me. But I guess procrastination's every one best friend.

I'm STUCK IN A VELVET RUT.

note to self: Get yourself a goddamn optical mouse.

1:56:00 AM let 'em go.

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Oh god.

Someone save my laptop.
Brother had too much time at home, and was fully adopting my previous lifestyle - caused my laptop to be plunged with viruses/worms/trojans/whatever that's venomous to the electronic chipbox set (in short, laptop lol)

And now, the desktop and laptop is down.
Whatever's left is the laptop at work - and it's pretty damn big and heavy.
Nonetheless, newer - but still - big and heavy - ok you get my point.

Again, someone - save my laptop.
I didn't had the chance to do any backup.
AND I NEED whatever's in the laptop.

sigh.

Symptoms :
It took me 20 minutes to reboot.
It took me another 20 mintues to connect to wireless.
WHICH then - I freaking just plug off the power and gave up.

wah sian. I hate this.
fucking hate this.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSss

It's NOT MY FAULT AGAIN and I am getting all these shit. AGAIN.

FUCKKKK THISSSSSSSSSSS.

on the side note,
I have pretty much life-changing-decisions to make this month - wish me luck! =)
oh. and I'm quite stuck in Novena Square 24/7 on weekdays - So anyone, you could just ring me up to meet for lunch. or dinner. =) =) =)

ciaos!

10:38:00 PM let 'em go.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I never believed in it, and why did I said yes?

What she said was right, it is just a phase that I had to overcome.
Take it with a pinch of salt.
Then. Everything will be fine in the end.

5:37:00 AM let 'em go.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Life is good for now.
And sometimes I really wonder if I meant anything to them.
But it's ok. =)

anyway. gotta send Sean off later tonight, no more "balls" - off they go to Australiaaaaaaaaaaa.

3:26:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

No, I don't want no scrubs.

1:20:00 AM let 'em go.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I hate migraines.
It hits me right and ONLY on the right side of the brain.
And it felt literally like it's stretching and desperately trying to expand itself out of its case(er, skull).

Extract from Women's Health:

(you may wish to skip this part)
the exact cause of migraines is unknown. scientists suspect they're related to an imbalance of serotonin and possibly other brain chemicals[neurotransmitters]. serotonin regulates pain messages moving through the trigminal nerve pathways,a majorpathway for pain.
changes in noradrensible for an aura many experience just before headache.

the brains serotonin levels drop,when your head starts to hurt. researchers believe this causes the trigeminal nerve to release substances called neuropeptides,which travel to your brains outer covering. there they cause blood vessels to become dilated and inflamed. the result is headache pain.

(ok, start reading)
the biologic causes of migraines are unknown,but many triggers have been identified. a period of hard work followed by relaxation may lead to a weekend migraine. stress,hormonal fluctuations during menstruation(check) ,alcohol consumption(check check),hunger,use of oral contraceptives can cause migraines in some people.

2:38:00 PM let 'em go.

Friday, January 23, 2009

The big break.

2:05:00 PM let 'em go.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

*PAUSE*

The neighbour's dogs are pissing me off, they seem to be conversing something really interesting hysterically. It was Dog A then Dog B then some Dog C replied - and the cycles continues. Oh. I just heard Dog D.

I'll really need to dig up all the stash that I kept away last year.
Come to think of it, I think I have a custom-made qipao which cost me some heaps of greens back in Shanghai. And loads of random pieces which I've got from H&M. I lose things, so easily. At HOME.

Oh, talking about HOME.
Spring cleaning sucks. My grandma and brothers KEEPS things.
And I've only managed to dispose 6 bags of rubbish - which could've been 10 without benji hindering me!

Scenerio A: I found used colored duct tapes (the ones that Primary School teachers used to tag your exercise books)

Me: What the fuck is this?? *flings it into the trash bag*
Brother: WHAT!? Fuck you. Jonathan uses this to kill ants! NO you scum!!
Me: KILL ants? HAHHAHAS. What?

In the end, we consulted Jonathan and he said he doesn't use this type of duct tapes to kill ants. But Benji still insisted that it could be used to kill ants. ?

"I think I can buy 7 of these for $1 outside lor"
"Yes! and this could've just cost you 5 cents max dude"
"No!! fuck! KILL ANTS!?"

DAMNNN. I hate spring cleaning. HINDER-ERSSSSS!!!!!!!!

*we seem rather crude with the language, but that's how it is at home*

1:07:00 AM let 'em go.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Amazing?

7:01:00 PM let 'em go.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

always like THAT. like that.

I can't wait to change things. for the better because I'm sick of always being "like that"

12:15:00 AM let 'em go.